1. Alpha

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2. Forming Fantasies

Can you see, can you feel the impossibility?
My soul from the inside out
Time flows backwards, paradox, upholding demons
and run, my charming mirrors

Faces on, faces off
Light and shadows terrorize
the mask you wear, the mask you are
Can this dark hall blend the truth with sweet oblivion
and take my breath away

Vulgar accusation of a new temptation
Woven trap, bloody pulp, choice and treason
There are men who choose to bow
and travel with identities unknown
Verbal confrontation with no expectation
It's your gift, your remorse, your dead reason
Forming fantasies on the privacy of dreams

Forming words based on others' thoughts
is a way of hiding
the secret that's stored in your memories
Sail the distant seas
and leave the docking for another day

Until our hands bleed
we'll till the soil
with mind ever vigilant
we'll face this mortal coil

Dig to find the roots of the world tree
that's glowing white
Take the seed and plant it
in my mind
Water it with tears it's so poetic
Don't you think
And when it grows tall and we'll be old
we'll sit beneath its branches

The dwellers in the darkness
The flame of hell it burns
For even myths and works of art
need to emit their worst

The villain, the hero, the sage and the fool
can all be aspects of me
With a key and a pen, words breed true
To make the most of idle time

Vulgar accusation of a new temptation
Woven trap, bloody pulp, choice and treason
There are men who choose to bow
and travel with identities unknown
Verbal confrontation with no expectation
It's your gift, your remorse, your dead reason
Forming fantasies on the privacy of dreams

Forming words based on others' thoughts
is a way of hiding
the secret that's stored in your memories
Sail the distant seas
and leave the docking for another day

Until our hands bleed
we'll till the soil
with mind ever vigilant
we'll face this mortal coil

3. The Land Of Decay

In my dreams the canvas was a blackened slate
that sucked all the colours within
In a darkened room I tried to find my other self
and all that I found was just me

Sometimes tragedy can heal the feeble minds of stubborn people
that think they are gods and deny them wisdom,
grant them all their wishes, make them perfect vessels
of a cursed dream filled only with

sailing the oceans of mutiny
travel the roads of routine
I can't believe all this happiness
stayed only to make me bleed

In the great unknown of a pain that's grown
and has found its own way
I'll be sterilized and severe my ties
with the land of decay

Giving up the pleasures of the toxic flesh
grant me the will to fulfill
Telegraph the methods of a wild debauchery
until all that's left is the dead

I'm too old to sacrifice my future
so you'd better try to have a different approach
to convince me and have me by your side
a model guilt of sometimes suiciders
fragile's the destiny
to sail the oceans...

4. Dreamer's Hands

There's only one dream left
to gaze the gentle sky
Crimson's the sun I see
Dead drops of rain heal my pain
I am alone and speechless
'cause the rain keeps falling
my dreams in clouds are lain
And now the sun is set
Dead things afloat the mud
beating the dreams of old
whispers remain in dust
Rain keeps falling
My screams in clouds are lain

An ultimate request I seek
Someone to end my fight
With dignity now I will go
to the place where puppets rest

Bearing no more this pain
A guilty conscience can't be healed
The scar in my soul, it will bleed
Purify me, oh sweet rain
The rain will never be your friend
You are a tortured soul again

Then I just remembered something
that has slipped my memory
Sweet and pure my heart just felled
in this world of lies
My only crime was my promise
to eternal enmity
Neither did I wrong
nor was I strong enough to hate

People fear me for I'm alone
Even you will not stop my fall

To live again with you
is now a dream forgotten
I have no hands to hold you tight
I was a dreamer, now I know what love is
Hands that give birth to truth

People fear me for I'm alone
Even you will not hear my call

5. Ocean's Grey

Far, away from here
lies a dead man
near a windmill of stern wood
that hails from better days

He sings wordless songs
to avenge his wrongs
the same cheerful tunes that
they draw smiles to his face

So many strangers
why they insist
to make him look better
but none to assist

Deep blue sea and he dives in
with no worries what the tides will bring
He gives and his lord takes away
Light the way, the ocean's grey
too scared to choose what's wrong from what's right
into the embrace of despair
Irksome thoughts invade my mind
please let them be the end

Hold him tight tonight
in the dimming light
Sometimes it's best not to speak our minds, my friend

He was a machine gun
reeking fire and steel
too loud to hear you
too cold to feel

Deep blue sea and he dives in
with no worries what the tides will bring
He gives and his lord takes away
Light the way, the ocean's grey
too scared to choose what's wrong from what's right
into the embrace of despair
Irksome thoughts they left my mind
please let them be the end

6. Who's Afraid Of The Big Bad Wolf

People come before me
pledging their sonorities
I have seen their eagerness to demonstrate

Feasting on my conscience
to embrace the common man
I have seen the future bleak with shades of hate

They once buried the dreams
of all the little men
now the prodigal returns
to taste sweet revenge
I'm all that stands in their way
But I must insist on the price
you've got to pay

Who's afraid of the big bad wolf

I come at the death's door
My hands red with blood
Kill me or be done with it
Spare me your guilt

Who's afraid of the big bad wolf

My will is strong now
Ice has formed beneath my arms
and my gaze will sear the flesh of enemies

Terrorize my offspring
with a nod and a wink
I'm the father figure you would love to kill

Deep in my memories
Red eyes that speak of doom
make me reevaluate
my rage from within

Amidst the carnage
my fangs nail and tear
but I'm so peaceful
I'm one with the kill

7. Be

Where are the mindless saviours
to confirm my disbelief
to behold my phantom rage
my joy and grief

Healed by the hands of wisdom
I have seen the lines of life
Somewhere down the streets of future
lives my hive

And all I seek is emptiness
Someone to take my blame
Help! I need you to take my hand
and lead me home
and I'll sing for you the saddest song

Hear my voice, try to avoid
all this ugly mess
Souls may come and go
and you'll have to rest

These are the last words of mankind's release
To hear them is to obey
Into the future of history's dreams
dwells my abyss

Be the one you've always hoped
Time to rearrange all the pieces of your self
and come to the stage of life
Become one with power, let your emotions soar
Let them soar
Set your instincts free and let them soar

And I lose my mind
trying to understand
How can I be blind
under your command
To exempt my pride
I have murdered me
standing against the tide
God forsake me

My goal is to cross the road of thorns
that shines and beckons me to be a better man

Into the fire my diaries are thrown
Is your desire to see me all grown and be a liar
tolerate your deadly kiss

These are the last worlds of mankind's release
To hear them is to obey
Into the future of history's dreams
dwells my abyss

Bye my love, soon you'll forget
all the bitter times
Where you go, you'll dream
all the joys of life
Time to sleep just close your eyes
You will feel no pain
Let the summer breeze guide you
through the lane of angry promises
that will wreck you and destroy your face
Rip your face
Empty promises your life's disgrace

Free to live, to laugh, to cry
to join, to bond, to play, to try
Free to kill, to slay, to rape
to maim, to burn, destroy, enslave

Enter the new Messiah
giving much more to the mind
in the age of equal distance
none will thrive

Fire in the heart of Paris
dying in the streets of Rome
Terrorism is striking London
Berlin falls

And all I want is happiness
Someone to cleanse my guilt
Help! I need someone to take my conscience
and I'll sing for him the saddest song

Breathe my child, give me your hand
Let me guide you through hardships and despair
Let them come to you

Veil your inner self
Hide it from the world
Be a stronger man and with pen and sword
you'll thrive with gracious deviance
you will condemn them all
and kill them all
You, the child of light, will kill us all

Free to live, to laugh, to cry
to join, to bond, to play, to try
Free to kill, to slay, to rape
to maim, to burn, destroy, enslave